Bill Evans died at 51. What a tragic life.
Recently I often think about my life and my time to die. It's because I became old.
When I was young, I didn't want to think about my life's ending time. I was trying not to think of it. Certainly I was afraid of my death.
Recently it's natural for me to think about the time to die. I'm not afraid of my death now. I think it's human's fate, not a sad thing.
Bill Evans died at 51. I thought he was sad because he died young....when I was young I thought like that. But now I often think he died happy if he could live his life with his talent. When his talent finished firing, he naturally chose to die. If he lived longer without satisfactory talent of music, he would not have been happy.
Now I think he might have been happy that he could die at 51.